SHOOTING FOR FILM ! 拍戏 ！

今天我累死了，但是我真的很高兴因为我的戏已经要完成了。今天是我第一次拍戏。也可以说我们很顺利。拍戏的地点是我家附近。我们模仿周杰伦的MV，因为这是华文歌唱比赛。歌曲叫做“浪漫手机”。我们有三个男主角和二个女主角。我是女主角之一。我的男搭档是刘煊文和陈俊福。我们都很可爱。戏里有我，刘煊文，陈俊福。管意嘉，王千文，陈玉凤，黄壹华，然后我们也特地叫钟美仙来。他当我们的化妆艺术家。但是我们的戏还没有完成，还要拍第二段的。我好高兴因为我们的是好像高手演的。我们都穿我们最好的衣服，也会配得上我们的搭档。好合适。真得忘不了的经验。我也很高兴可以跟他们合作的。希望我们是能夺冠军的。 Today I'm so tired. but I'm very happy that my film is almost done! Today is my first time making film and shoot it. but we can say that it was done smoothly. the location was taken at my house area. we imitate JAY CHOU'S mv because this is Chinese singing competition. The song was " LANG MAN SHOU JI". we have 3 main actors and 2 main actresses. i'm also part of the main actresses.my partners are HENDY B. and MARIO. we were all cute!in the film there are HENDY B. ,MARIO, BIANCA, NELISSA, PATRICIA, LEON, and I. we also specially ask DEVI and GILLIAN to come to be the make-up artists. but my film hasn't finished yet, there is still the part 2. i'm so glad bacuse we acted it like we are professional actors. all we wore was the most beautiful clothes among all we have,and also it can matched with our partners. we were so harmonious. i'm really can't forget this unforgetable experience. i'm also so blessed to be working together with them. hopefully we will be the first winner!

不去上课 ！！因为上网！

今天我没去上课，不是因为生病或者有事情，但是因为太懒惰早点起床。我是真得很不好的人，哎呀，要毕业了，要考试了，但是还在怎么懒惰的心情。可恶！我也很讨厌我自己。其实现在有点后悔了因为不去上课。在家里也没什么好事做的，也很无聊。现在只能上线，不能做什么的。其实这件事也因为上线了太多，到半夜还没睡觉。早上就不会起来了。真讨厌，现在好像我被网上的朋友绑着，就不能放开他们，所以回家的时候就马上要上线，每次有空时间就要上线 ，不管吃东西了还是美有但是现在上线是第一个。我真得要改变自己的生活，不然我的成绩就不会比得上学校里的朋友。昨天晚上，我应该浩浩的学习因为明天有化学的考试，但是我却在网上聊天没注意自己的成绩。现在我好恐怕，我的成绩就变成很不好。爸妈会骂我的。好怕好怕！！我应该要好好得学习。我发誓从今天开始就不要那么多的上线。如果真的没作业或者考试才能上线。老天爷请你帮助我放开网上的生活。也许我比较好 做比较有意的事情，看小说，看中文的戏。一边看戏一边学华文。好有意思。对吗？朋友们。。谢谢你的支持！爱你们

BAD LUCK

another bad luck day. huhu. my dad came back from Surabaya after 3 days of going there. I don't know why. He was so angry because of the car crashed, then another mistake happened. Juz before he left, he asked my mom to print out his ID photo. My mom was so busy settled all the problems related to the car crashed, forgot to do it. So, because i have tuition at Megamall, i did the task. It was saved inside the CD and i didnt know what inside it. When the shopkeeper said that it was ready. Then i took it. Actually it wasnt the photo that should be printed out. I was making mistake, so when i arrived home then i shown it to them they all like looking each other whose photos were that. My dad havent rised his temper yet. On the way back to return the photos, my mentally retarded brother asked whether we brought the photos or not. Then my mom answered is that supposed to be with u? then my bro said no! That was the turning point when my dad was rising his temper.He shouted immediately and thrown up his words in high pitch. OMG! i was the one who blamed. He said that he was asking us to do it since last Sunday then why today we just did it. I couldnt say anything. I just zipped my mouth. Actually i was lil bit upset too. Coz i wasnt the only one he should blame!

LUCU bgt!

Juz now i just arrived home from my tuition centre , coz i didnt drive by myself which i'm usuali did it. I went home all together with kevin, hendy, and leon. Kevin drove the car. First, we drop by leon, then hendy and last one was me. On the way to drop by hendy , kevin put his highest speed on his car. Suddenly a cat passed by in front of our car. I suddenly shouted to ask kevin to push the brake. kevin pushed the brake. we all scared that we crashed the cat. i asked kevin to see it, but luckily nothing has happened. Kevin really shocked until we parked at the side for a while. OMG! for these 2 days i have experienced 2 bad moment related to car crashed! Kevin aja mpe shivering on the way home. Hope kevin will get rid of his shiver soon. haha. Kevin..kevinn..bikin kget org aj! haha..^^

CAR CRASHED !

OMG ! I think I'm not lucky enough today. I can't imagine that moment anymore. WTF! My newly-employed diver crashed a bicycle rider! OMG! I feel like shit!damn it! that time i was on my to to my tuition centre and I was kinda blurred! I cant think anymore what was happening. he directly went out and ask me to drive myself to the tuition centre. Luckily it wasnt faraway from the accident scene. in my mind i was like cursing him a lot of time. shit! i wanna fire him immediately, but unfortunately I cant do it! i was even cant remember how was the accident could happen! i was text messaging 小恩 and suddenly from outside there was someone shouting ; "Oop!Oop!" and that stupid driver even cant push the brake! damn! im in big trouble now! how could i tell my dad! and it was my accord not my cr-v! shitt! now the air cond is not working! hate it really!until i need to cancel out my tuition for the second time! but i think its not fully my fault. it also..againn..bcoz my really damn shit brother! he used my usual car,so i need to use my accord! againn.he used it for his own benefit!dating w/ girl in weekday!wad a silly cerebral palsy boy!ungrown up boy! hate him also!the trouble maker! mentally retarded!

SKIP MY DRAMA CCA

今天我没去drama club的CCA，因为我觉得非常累。也是因为那个老师很讨厌死人了。我和我朋友Cuddy已经没什么是该做得但是他还迫我们来参加。你不知道那个活动很累死人了，很无聊，很讨厌死人了。我受不了了，每个星期一定要来。其实我们快要毕业了所以我们很需要多多时间来复习。但是那个老师根本不了解我们的情况。你可以想一想吗？！那个老是那么讨厌人。如果我们只是坐坐来聊天而已他会骂我们的，但是我们没什么事该做的。哎呀，不知道该说什么。我也很累了，他已经过分了。不让我们休息一下。下一次不要在参加那个CCA了。嗨呀！

DINAR soo delicious

I just eat in Dinar restaurant and it's soo delicious. Hahaha ada cumi telor bakar, ikan sukang, kacang panjang goreng lada garam. OMG!! enak bgt. Sampe gk bs brenti mkirin rsany. Hahaha for those who hasn't tried it, 请你们尝一尝。哈哈 好好吃 我最喜欢的是他们的鱼很甜也不会丑的 噢，好香。 嗯。。去那边吧 真的不会让你们失望。。

tiring day

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Hate her!

Another bad day, maybe that phrases can describe my day today First, I do not know that it will not be any tuition today and I have prepared it. I hate it, especially because the girl called “?”. She is trying to impress the boys that she is nice and she is pretty, but the way she showed it made the girls in my class vomit. I hate that girl. Really! I do not know how to solve this one. She is the most yucky girl I have ever seen. Hopefully the boys will not get into her trick. Hate her ! She always try to get the attention. SOK CAKEP !!!!

TIRED but HAPPY

Today I'm just finishing my this week's task. When it came to Friday I'm always excited, because I can stay a little bit longer to mingling in the internet, chatting. I love cyberspace. Hahahaha..and also i went to Irene's house! hehe place where i find comfort! hehe luv them vry much who really help me when i need them ~IRENE ~JACQ ~FANNY ~PATH

HATE IT REALLY ! ! ! ! ! !

I don't know why. It is getting often n often day by day. I cannot resist the pain feeling in my heart anymore. I don't know why but I should not let it come from my mouth. But really for now, I hate my mom. Since my brother came back from Singapore. She has changed. She prefers my brother than me. Well, I know that she prefers my brother than me, but I think it stopped already since my brother departed from Jakarta. Hmm..I'm really sick of it. I don't know what should I do. Just now I argued with her. This argument only because of choosing fitness center. She and I has our own opinion. I don't know! Why should this happen to me. It's like I'm the unwanted daughter. Those who meet me at school everyday must be don't believe in me. I know. From my outside appearance I'm a cheerful person. Always smile and never seemed to be sad. Today also,my mom let my brother use the car to go with his friend that mostly will be his girlfriend. I sacrificed a lot just because to let him go with that stupid girl. I carpooled with my friend to go home afterschool eventhough actually he can pick me up before he go. Second thing was I missed my tuition lesson that for me it is really important because my IGCSE is coming soon. What was shocking is that my mom didn't angry even a little bad mood because I skipped my tuition. Usually even because I was sick my mom still angry because of skipping my tuition. Next peculiar thing is, whenever I use the car to go somewhere, she must be saying to me that I couldn't pick up my friends and drop by my friends because nowadays the petrol price is rising. I know the reason is reasonable. I obey her. I never pivk up nor drop by my friends even their house is next to my house. Everytime he uses the car my mom will let him do what he wants to do. Including come back late at night, drop n pick up friends, spend a lot of money, etc. When my dad start complaining why he came back late at night my mom will cover up his mistake. She will always try to make my brother be the king in the house. No special occasion he can get the best outfit in town that is cost really high. If me, just when there is a special occasion then I can get my new outfit. Well, it's not the best in town. Just as cheapest as it can be. I never complained. I accepted it with smile plastered in my face. He got what he wants, the most expensive laptop, the latest iPod [eventhough mine is still the first generation of iPod], and the most luxury item in his hand and on his body. I will never get that. I have no friends to chat with about this problem.I never complained about this. Even when I was awarded to be the second rank in whole level, she didn't praise me, she just looked at my certificate and put it back. But when my brother got 100 for his maths test, she was like want to tell everybody in this world that he got 100 for maths test. Do you think it is fair enough for me. Everyday must be the time when I argue with him or my mom. My life will be worsen. I don't know hot to solve it anymore. Disaster will come when I was around him or my mom. Hurts me a lot ! !

Feeling SAD !

Today it wasn't a nice day for me. Actually it started since last Monday. I was trapped in bad mood mode. Maybe the first reason that makes me to feel bad is I didn't see him for almost a month. He is the one that can fills my days n the one who can cheers me up when I'm down. I love him even though he is not yet mine. Even I have plenty of enemies that can be said to be his fans. I even don't understand what is inside his heart. Does he love me? or does he hate me? I can't find the answer, and I hate my current condition that made me really hard to move on. I'm really in a bad mood. Argghhhhh! Hate it!